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3 more days.....

2010-06-08T23:08:00.004+08:00

Haiz... 3 more days before i go back to Korea.... Don know why, i miss Korea alot.. its my second home and i love the culture there.... But the working life is really killing me...

SNSD dateline... how to finish it b4 summer which is in 2 weeks time.... Working overtime (16hrs a day) in the studio and facing 3 giant 24" LCD really makes me want to puke. Just feel like the 3LCD can suck me in to some weird world anytime.

ANYWAY.... Taeyeon came to SIN....

Sat afternoon was in office doing editing and came a surprise guest.. Taeyeon and her family... They are here to see my boss actually( bloody lucky) but this not the main point... Taeyeon remember me... (The stalker who always stand inside CR when chin chin is live.) Just feel so good... really good.. so dam good....

Don know how to end this... And guess wat back to editing at this time.. WTF.... PD Yang... PLease can i teach u how to relax or do u know wat is sleeping.... NBCB pui...

God loves me and i know....

Super stress up....

2010-05-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

Its like 10000 years ago from my last blog... Suddenly today i just feel like blogging again...

Feeling the heat of working with a korean company now. They are just super hard working and i just cannot keep up with them. 3hrs of sleep and 21hrs of work. Somehow i just feel i should not have sign with them, but its the passion for music and sound keep me going but i just wonder how long will the passion keep me going.

BILL BILL BILLL and BILL.... One wrong move and trust of friend too much land me to a deep hole a really deep one. Bank chasing me and owning friend money don feel good at all. All the money i earn all go to bank and what i left is just enough for me to survive. But on the bright side i'm just glad that i have a bunch of friend (the usual gang and church family) who's there for me. Every time i meet them up i feel so low, i just feel that i own them alot, but its hard for me to return them the money and thats the problem i own them and they never chase me for it. I really sorry guys i know i never keep my promise but i will return you and thats for sure. I'm really sorry.

Just have alot of things to say out but i just don know how. Keep losing my things, this and thats. Seems like the world is ending for me. With a body that cannot keep up with all the work and visiting to the hospital like its my second home really burn me out.

I never ask for anything now, i just leave everything to GOD and let him plan out everything for me. I know you love me and you will never leave me alone.

Time to rush project dateline again and tomorrow morning will be another busy day. Annyong

Who cooking dinner?

2009-01-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

Anyone cooking dinner tonight? freaking hungry man... Anyway sorry for not blogging for such a long time, just don feel like blogging.

Today is Our beautiful friend Ah Pei 20th birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

(I believe when u see this u will have the arge to kill me.....)

Talking about birthday... my 21th birthday coming in about 1 1/2 month time.... Got lots of people asking me got celebrate this year anot? guess not guys, its like abit too late to book chalet or anything.. anyway i don celebrate virthday also......

Went to help out in the TP open house last week as a eguide, having lots of fun.... And guess wat i'm going for week zero camp as a photographer... can't wait.....

Went to help Jason and Serene to take photo for their wedding... very tired ar.. Start at 6am than from Woodland to Simei to Bedok than back to Woodland.... Went back at 3pm and did some editing and left at 5pm to Suntec for wedding dinner and everything end at 11pm...... Hope they like the photo......

Thats all folk......

Money money please.......

A watery Christmas.......

2008-12-25T05:55:00.004+08:00

Hohoho... Merry christmas to everyone... How Christmas? Its 6am in the morning and i'm here blogging.... Waiting to open all the Christmas present. Haiz, this year is the only christmas where i plan to celebrate alone, not because of wat, just because i want to do abit of reflection on the pass few years.

Don know wat to say, this year christmas is a watery one. Keep raining none stop. I also found out that its not fun celebrating christmas alone..... I think later in the day i will go down Orchard to take some picture... Haiz

Nothing to do so took some pic of my Christmas tree....

(Look at the present...... All not mine......)

(Donut on Christmas Tree???)

Merry Christams Guys...... BTW i got a new handphone already.... Will take pic and show u guys next time....

Meery Merry Christmas....

I think i should blog....

2008-12-21T21:25:00.003+08:00

Ok.. after much thinking i really think i should blog with what i have...

OK.. lets start with Eguides Training camp.... Wohoooo.. don when was the last time i go camp... really had lots of fun playing around... Meet new friends, singing session with duan, this and that. And my group 3 rock to the core, so wat if we get 4th... so wat if we never join in some of the game....if got any award for the most bond group... confirm plus chop chop is we get one... CHECKO FIFAA... ohh vivalangka!ohbaleyley... GROUP 3 is the best ar!!!!!

And we never play some of the game is because got one guy we name him FISHMONGER... Oyster or fish or seashell...never see people playgame play until like this.... Just because of one stupid ball go and hurt other team member..."NB...toot toot toot" I really don know where is ur brain, still dare to wear the Paya Lebar Airbase shirt.. waaa kao... Don know how u pass army one.

Btw we name him fishmonger its because he is freaking "selfish = sell fish", and that include u miss horse. Don worry ladies, its alright to hate her because no one like her i can't be bother to count how many people see her also go WTF... I sound like a bitch with a ding dong.. So let the picture talk..... (will get more if can.....)

(Some of the grp 3 with our beautiful GL morgen...)

(Stupid fishmonger....)

(Emo alvin... trust me hes not even 0.0001% emo... freaking hype man..)

(Group 3......)

(Yat... Our most wonderfull FA....)

Wooooooooohoooooo.... went for K with the usual gang was so crazy singing and dancing.... that went for dinner at billy bomber. You should see ah pei face, no i mean all our face eat until want to puke..... ok let the picture talk also....

TAN PEI WEN... when is our next outing????????????

Money please....

Please wait....

2008-12-21T21:14:00.001+08:00

hi guys.. so sorry for not posting for so long... Once i get all my pic i will one shot blog everything.. now just too lazy to do anything.....

Cheers!!!

The taste of war.....

2008-12-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

muhahahah... finally it over.. No more test enjoy this 3 week but no money how... I want to go shopping for Christmas stuff, clothes...anyone want to tag along???

Went for "studying session" with duan and jeremy at expo coffee bean, cause they still got paper until Friday. U know the feeling of u playing game and they study infront of u like crazy... waaa... feel tham good ar... like that's nothing in this world stopping u...

(Expo coffee bean)

(Playing hard where they study like mad...)

When i was on my way back heard this small PAP kids talking to his mother... Bus was pack, so this mother carry her small son and let him sit on her lap, than this indian guy came and sit beside them. And guess wat the boy said.. "Mummy hes black becareful, hes a bad man, he will take us away.." and the rest is history... I tell u i really don know where the hell this small learn that from... From the family or school i don care but how can a small boy talk like this.....

Got new game... Call of duty 5..I actually got a taste of how scary war is.. Freaking hell, this game is so real that i got scare playing. Every time i hear those jap solider shouting "BANZAI" i will actually run for my life cause those jap will come out of no where and run toward u and try to stab u....Than u will be looking around like one stupid monkey asking yourself "Shit where is he.." by the time its too late... There was one where i was patrolling around with my solider, suddenly i hear one gunshot and the guy in front of me actually lost one head. I was WTF...I nearly puke... And those sniper will hide in the stupid coconut tree and shot me machiam game like that i find them find until i go giddy.... Now i know why those old people always say "War is never fun".. I play game i also scare...So now i actually stop playing for awhile to calm my nerve down...

pic of the day....

(Singapore Airshow 2008)

(A380)

(Big ar.....)

Live life to the fullest boy... live life to the fullest....

Term test or any exam = DIE.....

2008-12-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Die die die die die.... Maths term test tomorrow and i'm not prepare for it... Arrrrrrrrr...

Anyway, today went for study session with Duan and jeremy. first went to T3 mac than kena chase out. The manger came and tell everyone "Excuse me, we need the table for lunch...". So we though ok lets go but when we walk out there's lots of empty table..Wtf....

After that went to meet ah we at expo coffee bean, Next time will go and study there, really big place, aircon and table. Will take pic for u guys tomorrow. Than from expo walk to eastpoint for dinner at sakae sushi. Due to ah we greedy ordering, i end up eat lots of salmon for dinner. And we saw this very cute little baby sitting at this really very innovative baby sit, show u guys tomorrow. Now really have to mug for my maths test. Cheers...

(Taken during Firework Festival 2008)

Study hard Winson, you better...............

Wilkinson Ng....

2008-12-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

haha.... always want another name for myself.... so my new name Wilkinson... Should have change my name during confirmation..damn.....Anyway studying in school library now, FOM paper tomorrow and i haven even start don know how to pass tomorrow.... Sian..... Just that in Eng school for too long u tend to get use to formular so FOM is abit too wordy for me... not only i never study i adon even know the time and where i sit for exam.... Haiz......

I guess i stillhave alot to learn to become a loving and caring bf... Its not the other party fault but its mine.... after reading some of my friends blog... i go hmmm...now i know why...but haiz.... Got to study now...

(NDP 2008, Ritz Carlton Rooftop)

Life is just like a kettle... U fill it up with water and wait for it to boil, when it start to boil(thats where the peak of ur life is.) but please remember to add water in cause if u keep letting it boil, one day it will just go dry...you will be think aiya don worry still got time and by the time u add water, the kettle become so hot and brittle it just break apart.....

How do i say i love you.....

Sleepless again....

2008-12-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

Sitting at my desk staring at my lappy don know doing wat... being sleepless for about a month... Last few week when i sleep at 4plus in the morning i go schhol i will feel bloody restless...now i hardly even feel tired, freaking awake..... Term test next week and my FOM test is tomorrow.. haven even study anything...

Went for training today.. i think i stress my back thigh muscle, now feel the pain and cannot even walk normally. Doing alot of kick together, today coach show me wat a combo should be, so i was holding the punching bag he gave me two punch and one kick, i just cannot control my balance and flew to oneside. I know it sound like in the movie but u reaaly got to feel it personally and u know u really don want to get kick by him......after that went out to meet pet, robin, nigel, sheena and chan for coffee talk... guess our coffee talk will be lesser next year when nigel go into army and pet giving birth. Feels kind of weird....funny and spooky..... feel so happy for nigel, finally got into COMMANDO.... Wish u luck bro and i know u can do it one.....

Sometime i been thinking about my future, will i be doing wat i want or just doing something just to survive in this world, every year goes by and my dream of becoming a pilot seems getting weaker and weaker.. Haiz... should have follow my friend footstep, study hard for O and than after o go to Aus for training.... Just found out my friend is a junior officer with a degree now and he's starting his work with Qantas airline in a month times. I'm not saying that i have the money to go or wat... but i know if i make up my mind and know wat i want rather than being a idiot, my parent will sure find way for me to go to Aus for training. 2008 is coming to an end and i'm going 21 next year, i just don feel good, reaching 21 and never acheive anything. Not a good year for me also. Now i need to finish my poly which is next next year where i turn 22 and than go army come out already 24,25.... Than when i go Aus for training to become a pilot by the time i'm a junior officer i'm already 28. Sometime when i look in to the mirror i just want to break it... Haiz...

Now i just want a good long sleep.... going to mug for term test already...

(Bedok jetty)

How do i say i love you....

Arrrr... Which one...

2008-12-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

My 880i going to die soon... Don know wat phone to get.. ar help...... E71 or omnia?????

(Nokia E71)

(Samsung Omina)

I need a phone with organizer, cause i keep forget wat i have and in the end promise people i can make it and found out shit i got other event.... E71 cost 238 and Omina cost 399.... which one???

Anyone?????

How do i say i love you.....

Fish & Co express

2008-12-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

Haha.. went downtown with duan and jeremy again for dinner. This time duan want to try his fish&co express. Nice place to din and was busy chatting with the two cashier. I order fish&chip and both of them order burger. Mine was ok la but abiit too oily and taste less, for burger duan said its very good, somehow taste like mos burger. This fish&co even came out with seadog(hotdog) and seachicken(fried chicken) so whats next deep fried SEACUCUMBER!!!!!

And guess what, we end up making fun of jeremy and his ahem again.. I really think one day Jeremy going give us one punch thats so hard we cannot remember anything..haha.. AND on myself... Term test is just next week i haven even study anything. This sem i really slack alot skip alot of lesson, haiz lets see how it goes la.

(Fish & Chip)

(Duan Jap Mayo burger)

(Nothing to do in school again....)

My new lappy and IT show...

2008-12-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

Finally after so many year, months, weeks and day i got my laptop. HP Dv5. Now whos afraid of long break, with my lappy movie games anytime. The cool this is this laptop came with a remote and a tv reciver.Wow..Wow...Wow...Wow...

(My new laptop)

(Remote and Tv reciver)

(Glowing HP)

Was having fun with my new laptop webcam....

>

(Lao ma, stupid and me!!!)

Anyway went to work with ah we for the IT show in Expo. I must say, this is a fast way to earn money. And i was wondering how come singapore cannot stop buying LCD tv one ar, everytime IT show u will see people snatching of LCD tv... don know why...

(Ah we busy with lunch)

(Giant iTouch...)

(Our lunch, DOG food..)

God Please drop some money!!!

My friend first time.......

2008-11-26T22:53:00.001+08:00

hoho... today went for blood donation... Was having lots of fun, too bad ah we did not join us because she was on medication... Haiz... Anyway, this was ah pei, duan and yanling first time. Told them first time got ah pow.

So now let me tell u wat happen....Mr duan cannot stop thinking of his free milo and biscuit, keep asking where is it when he can get it.... And our friend miss beautiful yanling, she was so slim all of us were worried whether she got 45kg and above anot... So when the nurse weight her we were so happy to hear than she's 46kg, 1kg more.. yay...Lastly ah pei don know why her heart was beating so fast that when se went to see doc, the doc told here she got hypertension(Maybe he like indian guy...ahem...) Anyway I was the last one so every nurse was rushing to go home. Abit scary , they seems to be rushing to poke u, ask u faster squeeze the ball all this and that.

After blood donation, went to ehub with duan to get slipper for my sis from num. After that dinner... I just feel good that i manage to save someone by donating blood.... HEHEHE....

(Mr Duan aka Mr Xu..)

(Our beautiful Miss yanling)

(Finally Duan got his milo...)

(And our very very beautiful Miss Pei wen...)

(Dinner at Ehub!..)

Tired day....

2008-11-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

Went for my second Muay Thai training. Lots of running, skipping, sit up and pumping. Really thought of giving up, but to my surprise my coach knew it and he grap my head and told me "A good warrior is someone we fall but stand up and fight again". Somehow this keep me going and everything went fast. My wonderful friend suddenly came out with a bet with me today, both of us will wear clothes that we buy for each other in 4months time. No matter wat size we are we have to squeeze into it...... Lets hope.....

Nothing to do in lab today so was playing around with Ivan and friends taking photo and got burn by soldering iron.. TMD...

(Mr big Head)

(Photo by Ivan)

Suppose to go for training today but Ah we decide not to go.. So went for eguide camp talk. After than went shopping with Mr Duan and guess who i see... Mr JJ.. Someone was so happy until keep asking me for the photo. Plan to show u guy Mr JJ face but i think photo just leave it for the person la...

Here last friday photo where we drink 100plus until we go drunk!!!!

(Too much 100plus make u drunk)

(Oooooo.....)

(Jeremy trying very hard to break dance!!!)

Cheers guys...

Pleas drop some money god...

Another Funday....

2008-11-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Thursday went out with duan and jeremy to watch Madagascar 2.. Guys please go and watch it... Really very funny... love the penguin... Went for the 7pm movie so don have time for dinner, so we brought our dinner from GV, bought nachos, 2 cheesy pasta, cheesy hotdog and hotdog bun for dinner. don know about them but i was going to puke half way while eating because of the cold cheese and just lots of cold cheese......

Yesterday went for OSIP talk.. Duan and i was not even listening, we were just busy looking at girls and making fun of people presentation.

At night when cycling with duan, jeremy and yongjian. Cycle to lagoon at east coast for dinner. Actually plan to excersise one, but don know why in the end we order hell lots of food until we cannot even finish. After dinner cycle to Mac for dessert and talk cock there. When u are with the right people, the time seems to end very fast..Whole night we were talking about jeremy and his ahem.....(Chopstick joke, why never go home early....) After mac plan to meet bin bin for fishing but everyone was so tired after eating so many food we went to 201 7/11 to slack and we were like drunk people laughing non stop because we drank too much 100plus..........

(Sinful Dinner)

(Jeremy with his mac)

God please drop some money....

Friday is Funday...

2008-11-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting for a long time.. Headache and sleepless everyday... no mood to do anything... But Friday is my FUnday...

Was having hell lot of fun last friday. Went drink with duan, jeremy, yong jian, bin bin, jeremy sister and chong they all. At first plan to go indochin just order drink only but don know why in the end open bottle. Duan and i was the first to go down than mr jeremy just keep drinking like there's no tomorrow... we keep joking about him at home very stress because of someone...(AHEM).. AND MR YONG JIAN keep drink coke until we not enough mixer, just don know wat he thinking... Lastly i also found
myself a new drinking buddy, Mr Duan. Will go dbl O with him next week... can't wait.. So let the pic talk....(sorry for the blur pic...)

(A very drunk Jeremy)

(Our Mac...car...LAN..)

(Too drunk to open my eyes..)

(Jeremy just cannot stop pouring..)

(Jeremy sister and OUR MR COKE ...haha)

(Mr Duan is out...)

(And me too....)

(When u start not to think straight!!!)

(A ice bucket can aso become a glass....)

God please sent some money.....

Dr merry go round.....

2008-11-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

Now i know why i cannot sleep at night and why i was having such a bad headache...... not because of my new drinking hobby but i got Migraine. I was like "HUH" can u please speak english. So now i know where my headache come from. I don know its me or the doc, but i just feel scare when the doctor told me he will arrage me to go for a CT scan just incase. "JUST IN CASE" just in case of wat... NBCB "toot, toot,toot" sometime i just cannot tahan doctor, must go round and round to say one thing. Was in the hospital for about 2hr, jumping from this room to that room and back to the same room. And finally to cure my sleepless night, this mr merry go round doctor gave me three tiny yellow pill for me to sleep. Hope the pill works....

Anyway, friday went Indochin with duan, jeremy, yong jian, bin bin, jeremy sister and chong. Was having hell lots of fun drinking, talking shit and looking at drunk and crazy ladies under the moon. Will post more after i get all the picture. Next week dbl O... cannot wait....

I'm strong.. i know i am...

Sleepless....

2008-11-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

Been sleepless for about 2 week.. just cannot sleep... tried every way, make myself tired in the day, drink warm milk, warm honey water this and that useless. Toss and turn in bed is my new hobby now. Last week went drinking with my friend and go bonk and crazy, went home and bath b4 sleep and guess wat i was awake from the dead again. Stay up until 4 5 plus in the morning than sleep. Next morning headaches like crazy.

Everynight sleep at 4plus wake up at 7plus. If this carry on i will be like zombie walking around. I think have to try sleeping pill or flu pill. Pray for me guys.

How do i say i love you.....

A very long one....

2008-11-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

Very long never blog, so this will be a long one, please be prepare......

SUNDAY 09 Nov
Finally its here, the scale model i waited for 2 months. Revell 1:24 scale model Audi R8 specially import from Germany is here. Sunday morning went to collect after i went to meet someone who took my wallet away!!(haha, actually its me whos careless). Was so happy, when i reach the store, even the store owner is jealous of me.

After collecting, went parkway with jeremy just to walk around. Parkway is my childhood place, cause my mum use to work at katong shopping centre, so everytime after work she will bring to parkway for shopping. Love parkway, everytime when u walk inside u will smell cookie. And guess wat when i go with jeremy last sun, i still smell cookie...loving it.

(My childhood place)

No school today.. was suppose to be happy but don know why everyone seems to be trying their best to piss mr winson off, they are like playing some kind of game show "Who can piss Winson Off". Was so piss and so decided to go cycling early with Jeremy and Yong Jian and guess wat if Yong Jian is playing the game he will sure win one.

Yong Jian have this very itchy hand that like to damage things. His bike tube somehow burst because the previous night he was jumping around with his bike when his tires is totally rockhard with hard air. Told him not to pump so much air but don listen. Nvm. Told him to go buy a new tube to replace, and his hand was so itchy again he go and bend the tyre for no reason and damage it. Than u know wat for no reason he lost the small nut than suppose to lock the wheel in place, went to search the whold HDB like crazy in the end jeremy have to go back his home to take spare one.. lucky they both stay near each other...

Went for lunch after all the search and rescue thingy.. Than after lunch Yong jian come out with new pattern again. When to pump his tube up, than spend nearly 1hr trying to make sure his wheelset is prefect. Waaaaaa... i tell u ar i really go so crazy at that time i nearly kill Jeremy and Yong Jian.

So meet up at 3, search for things until 3.30, lunch until 4 and yong jian pattern thingy until 5. In the end we start cycling at around 5plus and the rest is history.

(Lunch at 800+)

(Thats wat he did for 1hr plus, Trying to message the tyre!!!)

Tue 04 Nov
Went to Marine Barrage for NDP 09 Sponsorship event for event shooting. Was feeling so proud because they tag us as Offical NDP photographer. And when u walk around everyone will be asking u, wow u take photo for ndp, wow how can i get in also...... actually its really not that nice to take photo for ndp. Btw when we reach there, there were so many photographer from the army so we decide to take just a few photo and went around to take own own photo.

The view from Barrage was beautiful, u can see the whole CBD area with nice sunset, but suay... on that day the rain was heavy, so did not take much photo but i will sure go back one day. After taking photo we went for the buffet, it was the best outdoor buffet i ever had, roast giantic beef, laksa, satay this and that and all are cook right infront of u. Beautiful i must say. Than here come the best part, sponsor for ndp 09 will wear a green lanyard and ndp com will wear a orange one. So went we were about to leave we notice that only sponser with green lanyard will have a goodybag... So how, we went to my uncle friend who jus so happen to be incharge of the lanyard thing and ask for the green lanyard. We change the lanyard and walk out with our hands out and take the goody bag and just walk off, the guys that hand the goody bag to us must be thinking NDP photographer also a sponsor meh? hello we take our time out to shoot for ndp, u think very easy ar! NDP 09 start next year and this year haven finish we already start to shoot. We sponsor out time la....

Inside got one NDP09 booklet, iGB thumbdrive and 2 very cool looking tea spoon(Will take photo for u guys next time)

And i got myself a alarm clock from ikea that coast only $7.90..So happy no more... late for school.

Ok..back to today... Manage to wake up early to school today all thanks to my ikea clock, but when i reach school i was so tired that i slept in class. This few week i don know way i cannot sleep everynight only until 4 plus or 5 than my eyes will start to close..... Than today had a very long break when to library to take a nap and guess wat i never overslept in the morning but i did in the library. Tut start at 4 i wake up at 4.15. Wake up in a shock and rush out of the library to class.. was dam stupid......

Finally i finish my Subaru WRX rally 03 scale model and my F117 night hawk plane. Decided to push my unfinish 2001 Ferrari F1 car and my A4D1 plane aside for my AUDI R8. Ask ah we wat colour for R8, told me red or white... decide to go with white..... Will finish the R8 and post for u guys to see.. Can't wait man.. So happy.. I got R8..R8..R8...

(F117 Night hawk)

(Subaru WRX 03 Rally car)

(Halfway done Ferrari F1 Car)

(Ferrari V10 engine, a very detail one took me 1 week)

How do i say i love you...........

10million......

2008-11-06T21:23:00.001+08:00

Wohooo.. my dear sister got 1 billion and she gave me 10 million.. SO nice of her...... So decided to use the money to buy christmas stuff for the one i love... So let's start the list!!!!

Family

Fatherside - I will buy a big Bangalow and make all my auntie uncle stay together. So we can have bbq and gathering right at our door step.

Daddy - Get u the best doc to cure ur spine problem

Mummy - Sent you to korea and see ur don know wat yong juan

Motherside - I just treat u guys dinner and i WILL DRIVE A BENTLEY AND HONK THE HELL OUT OF U GUYS. But i will still treat u all dinner la....

My house my sister will settle so no worries...

Now is all the friends that i love....

Pet & Robin - Will get u guys a 5room flat and buy lots of stuff for the baby..

Nigel - Pay money to the stupid NDU so that they can release u and let u go to Commando

Angela - Sent you for a round the world hoilday...

Pei Wen - Sent you to korea also and plan not to let u come back...

Wendy - Buy u a honda fit....(Colour i choose)

Jeremy - EVO for u man!!! A yellow EVO X....

Mathew - R35 i think only u know wat i'm talking about....

Duan - Get u one of the best eye doctor to cure ur colour blind( don care wat way, dig eye change eyeball also can!!!)

Devana - you lots of overnight parking coupon....

For my sister i think i just give her $10 everyweek.
For me i Get myself a Audi R8 and Austin Martin DBS... Wooohooo..

*snap snap*.. ok lets get back to the real world... Wish i have this kind of money... So anyway, school was ok today. Really have to thank god for my timetable man, all the lesson i have at least one friend that i know with me if not ar go school will be really boring. Today Digicom tut, i found out that Mathew was the same class with me. Was very happy at first but don know man just feel left out sometime.. But who cares i still got other friends...

Haha, yesterday night i received a call from miss moon,

Moon:"Helloooooooooo, is this winson?"
Me :"a.... ya!"
Moon:"This is miss moon ur blar blar blar teacher!..............................(Here come the best part)....WHY ARE YOU NOT IN MY LAB LAST FRIDAY, do u know how impt is lab. Without lab u cannot pass u know. If u are sick why u got no mc and if u are not sick why are u not in lab........etc etc etc" ) this went on for 5mins...
I think she place her mouth piece inside her mouth, i got shock when she start her story, it was so loud i though i was in some Taiwan election or wat...I tell u guys i will never skip her lesson again..never again.. Anyway after 5mins of listening she finally told me why she called me. NO LESSON ON FRIDAY.... YEY.. That means friday i no need to go school because i only got 2hr lab and 1hr lec so u think i will go school for 1hr lec!!!! Friday no school don know where to go...Guess i just have to rot at home this friday... Haiz...

"How do i say i love you...."

Adam birthday.....

2008-11-03T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hohoho... last sat was Adam 2 years old birthday. Wake up at 8 to buy food and spend the whole afternoon preparing food with my godma for 60 over people. Was freaking tired but when u see people enjoying eating ur food and when u see Adam face, u just go aaaaaaa worth it worth it........ No more talking more pic

(Adam busy helpng out)

(Birthday cake time!!! Adam just cannot stop looking at the cake..)(Family photo)

(Adam's friend)

(4th aunty and me)

(Strong and healthy Ah gong)

(Crazy Cousin and Stupid sister)

(Photo credit goes to my sister for the scary photo)
(Some artistic shot)

So i will end this with a sleepy face of Adam... Awwwww

How do i say i love you.....

Full stop.....

2008-11-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

After 3 years everything end.... Have not been sleeping well this few days, thinking why all this happen. Have done my best to be perfect but i failed. Guess i'm just not good enough for u. Not handsome enough. not smart enough, not slim enough etc etc.... Sick and tired. Told me not to do this and that. Said when i go out with my friend keep forget to call u and sms u. But did u? Look at wat u are doing now drinking with guys? even when i go drinking with my guy friend or go out late u also cannot take it.

Go through all kind of shit together, everytime we will get back but why not now! I don know man. Maybe its me i done something wrong again until she cannot forgive me?? or..............

Ever since we had a big fight last time, u stop asking me how am i, even when i fall sick and had a very bad accident u also don know. It not i never tell u, but u just don bother about me anymore. When u found out about the scare later, u come and scold me for not telling u. Than start to think other things again.

Broke off is not because i want freedom.... I want u do be part of my life not control my whole life. I want to have a soulmate, someone who i can talk too, someone where i know when i share my happinese with u will will be happy also, someone where i meet into trouble or feeling down u will also be there for me not i always be there for u. I maybe a guy but i'm also a human, i keep things to myself is because since young my family brought me up in a wrong way. When i'm into trouble and i tell them, they will just scold me than solve the problem. They never ask me whos fault and wat happen. Parents have change now but not me.

When i first met u, its ur beautiful smile than melt my heart, u dimple at the side of ur face is the one that makes my day until now i still cannot forget the smile. But now, i only see u smile when u are with ur friend not with me anymore.

The first time when we hold hand together, i still remember my hand sweat so much that i have to come out with stupid excuss. Holding hand from day to night 24/7 is no problem for us.. Now not even 5 mins, we will be walking our own way.

When u have problem in the middle of the night with anything, i will go down to ur house to help u solve. I'm sorry that now i did not, one is that sometime i'm too busy with my stuff until i donknow who i am. two is i'm just to lazy and last it because i want u to be more independent. Wat if one day you got to dependent on me and i leave this world faster than u? wat if i'm not around you? wat if this and that.. i have tons of reason.. but i think my way of expressing my feeling to you is wrong until u get the wrong message. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for
-not giving u a wonderful life for the pass 3 years
-never spend time with u
-not by urside when u need me
-keep working
-lies
-and the list go on and only i will know

Guess my wish of holding hand with u until our hair turn white ends here. I always belive LOVE is always about giving ur partner happiness . So i wish u all the best. Love u and always do.
How do i say i love you.......

Who's the better driver.....

2008-10-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

I was wondering, everytime people will say"guys drive better than ladies" but isit true. I'm not siding anyone here but i'm wondering how come all my female friend who take TP will passs the first time. And my guy friend will have to take 2 or more times to pass(That include me).

Can someone please enlighten me... Haiz...

I need my class 3....

God please drop some money....

To my Sister...

2008-10-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

I forget i have to thank my sister for helping me out with the blog.

So my dear sister, do i have to say i LOVE YOU....MUACK AND THANKS ALOT.....

FROM UR VERY DEAR BROTHER.....

God please drop some money.....

Up in a few years down in a sec....

2008-10-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

I was thinking i have been building up stuff for very long. Some take me 6 years some 3 years, but in the end everything end and destroy in just a few sec. All of those stuff that i build takes time, love, trust and feeling but i destroy it by my own hand. Its not other people fault by it just me. I don understand why also.

Now i really wonder those new stuff i'm building up again, will it be destroy by me again?? I'm worried and scare man. I just don want to have different stuff everytime i go to a new place. I want a good one that can last long. I just want to say i'm very sorry to those around me, i just don treasure my stuff.

I'm Sorry

God please drop some money......

Things go very very wrong...

2008-10-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today was bad man real bad... wat i do also not right...

School start at 10 and guess wat i wake up at 10. In the end have to take cab to school spoil my plan for this sem which is no cab to school no matter wat. INTPRJ class i go bring ORGCOM book, in the end i also don know wat teacher teach. The best is still to come i rush down school by cab go class sit inside for less than 15min class end. I was like WTF but cannot blame teacher also.

So in between my 2 tut i go one hour break, but because of my "wonderful" eyesight i went for the lesson which is not my class. So was waiting outside the class for teacher and i wonder how come my classmate like abit diff. Din care went inside to sit at the last row. 20mins gone and i start to wonder why my teacher was teaching about free fall speed and other cheem physic stuff, ask the guy next to me, "excuss me is this lesson digicom?" he give me one look like i from some outer space alien and reply me "no, this is dynamic". I was like Oooooo and it took me 5secs to relise i'm in the wrong class. Plan to walk out of the lesson just like than in the end kena again, teacher ask me where i'm going with my bag and i have to tell him "sorry cher, in the wrong class" now the whole class give me that kind of look again and i just walk out of the class and the rest is history.

Meet Jeremy in the afternoon, both skip lec and spend our time sleeping in the library. Just love TP library, the noisey library in Singapore.

So lesson learn again, wake up early plan ahead and things will go smoothly.

God please drop some money.....

first post...

2008-10-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

Finally decide to create a blog.... Don know why, don ask me why. Just feel that blog something can help you to express urself but also create problem alot of problem.

So happy, so want to say this first. My friend Devana thank me and my friend for don know wat wat wat in his blog. I know to some it nothing, but to me if makes me feel kind of special. BRO... It nice to have you in the class also.(BUt i have to find out why is my name in small letter)

Sooooooo Afternoon went cycling with jeremy and yong jian today. Jeremy want to try out his new bike so bring him to offroad at tampines and eat some mud. After riding, our wheel look like donut coated with peanut butter, was wondering how to bring our bike back home, sure kena from scolding one. Than yong jian got this great idal, let those people who wash car wash our bike for us. So heres how it goes>>> Went to wash, paid 3 buck, use those powerful spray to wash, bike kena damage, bearing spoil, paint work chip out(i don know how). So lesson learn please be good go home and wash ur bike, don be lazy and use those powerful spray. 3 buck for all the damage, abit out ar.

(Suntanning)

LASTLY, i FREAKING BEND MY PHONE. place my phone on my bed when i was playing my psp. When i got up, i din know my phone was under my knee. SO WA LAAAA.. my phones was bend. The best thing is i din notice first, i was playing with my phone, spinning it on my table. I was wondering how come my phone can spin so well, went to check and notice its bend.

(My bend phone)So f**king piss, i sometime really wonder how i use phone one. And my phone is just ONE year old..... Waaa want to change phone also hard ar. Guess being FAT not only bad for health but also bad for your stuff.

GOD please drop some money........